Catch hold of those thoughts

  What a silly girl! 💔 You are tamed and still wary of the judgments of the world. You are corrupted by the thoughts that others moralize for the world. You run by their guilt, you run by their meaning of love and hate, friends or enemy. You are unable to express all that love when your man is standing in front of you and when he disappears as you wrote in your code of thoughts and laid out for him to follow, you yearn for his love. His eternal never-ending, strong, and sensitive love. You are so silly, girl. You have forgotten yourself as you write this passage. You are wanting to drop back to 2017 when you had not seen the true world and true people. How much they can make you fall in love, how deep it gets, and how habitual it makes you, more than sugar, more than salt. You wish he would read all of this and fall back into your arms and hope or dream that he will forget his damaged self-esteem and respect that he shed while trying to love you the best he could...You wish he'd f...